Songtext

FREAK

Am I happy ?
Will I ever be more than a freak caught inside my twisted mind?
Screwing deeper in the shelter of my mind
while emotions fall behind.

Many questions raised and all the answers fail
while it seems I am loosing my reality.
The anger in my mind is gonna make me blind I am loosing
self control as it is bursting out of me!

NO I, can't have
control of me and my soul!

I CAN'T - make it alright
so I want to see you

BLEED
for all you've done to me

You've never let me be

You screwend up my time!

And I STAND
UP
Repaying every beat

I am smashing down defeat
what's worthy about you!

Yeah I know I proofed me wrong
But I can't just keep going on
Pretending I wouldn't see
you still laugh and joke about me

Ah look the freak is coming round!
Oh I am so sick of your man-hunt
Why just can't you leave me be
as I am and was, as I am and as I will always be !?